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well, since my last exam, which was chemistry (very very hard)
i went to meet ross in town on tuesday and we went with his sister to get her tatoo....was scary...but fun.
me and emma sat in mine on tuesday night and got boozy with beer and wine from safeway which we got ID'd for........lol! then we decided to go out, so we got dressed in about 5 mins and went to garage......was very very enjoyable.
then wednesday we slept all day long and did nothing........i then went with ross to get a dominos pizza and got lost on the way to giffnok in the car. later me and emmand jo went to the bravery gig which was fairly good.......jo was extremely excited and i luvved most wens he sed "omg, ive never been to a proper gig, except maroon 5"
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after the gig we got a taxi into town, where we planned to got o art skool......haha was closed.....we're dumb, so we went to the canton express and ate in for so long......then txi's it to thorton hall where we played on the trampoline in emma's garden till the early hours of the morning
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well, i had my higher englush exam today, but im not going to say much because its over now and theres nothing else i can do....but ill never have to do english stuff again, how fun.
anyway, got 4 more exams to go and then i hav no worries for a whole summer til the results....dum dum dum
not much else is fun recently, can someone please do something fun, coz life is so boring just now.
steph xx
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| just for you!! |
[02 May 2005|02:14pm] |
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hey baby G.............hope u get better soon, and give me a call wen ur home coz i miss u loads and im all worreid about u.............and turn ur fone off in hospital u mong. tunnel wasnt the same without u..........
love u xxxx
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[27 Apr 2005|04:16pm] |
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not much has happened recently coz glasgow is getting pretty boring, which is why ive been going for days in stirling and hamilton etc...ha
think i might be off out with loren and emma this evening, but im not sure yet......all i know is i cant wait to drive, not that long to go.
oh yeah, i had so many funny stories from school today that ive forgot. well, i had my chemistry test thing today, and i literally sat thinking "can anyone in this room do this?" i am completely fukd for chemistry, i have absolutely no idea whats going on in class and my teacher thinks its pretty funny that i dont understand, not funny at all mate.
hopefully going to uni in october time, how funny will that be, all these tall old people, and wee 16 year old me strutting about like a fool, and yes, i will still have my text mad babe folder that ses "i luv pete methven" inside, haha, that was SO long ago.
anyway, gta go have shower coz i was just at games, not that i did much
x
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| tonights plan |
[22 Apr 2005|05:30pm] |
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i havent been in glasgow for a night in in ages coz ive been away, so the girls are going to come down to mine tonight and we are going to have a proper girls night in. it shall consist of plenty of ciggarettes, plenty of cheap wine (which shall be drunk out of fancy smansy glasses just so we feel like grown ups) some dvd's, some nail polish, some ice cream and some-one with a car to drive us where we want to go when we decide staying in sucks a bit. it will be eventfull and i have a camera, more silly fotos for the book.
anyway, not heard from adam since ive been back, but i have a feeling since its a friday i may recieve a drunken fonecall in the middle of the night, which we all know i will answer. and ill listen to him slur his sleezy words.......saying he is sorry AGAIN and that i mean SO MUCH , and ill get off the fone and pretend that i hate him, and its never going to happen again, but ill go to sleep and dream about the summer i want to spend with him.
my life is like a sad movie ..... well when it comes to adam......haha
have a good weekend xx
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| hey..in majorca |
[16 Apr 2005|06:07pm] |
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hello hello, im in majorca at the moment in an internet cafe, how cool am i? this is so fun, that song is in the background
"this is the story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world" so good
anyway, saw ADAM. yes, same old story, saw him the night i arrived and we kissed and i fell back in love and i cried that night to him and told him all this emotional stuff, and he tried to get me to his, which didnt happen. next day he TXT me, thats a first, we met up, and toked and didnt kiss and he just explained that if we were together he wudnt want me to be with anyone else ever in glasgow and i told him that was unrealistic..........anyway, i didnt go out last nite and he must hav gone looking for me coz he called asking where i was and why i wasnt out.then he asked me to go to his, i dais no. dont no why, it seemed like a plan at the time. so now, im waiting for him to hopefully call today iwth a romantic gesture before i leave, but i know its not going to happen and im going to go home and go to the toilet on the plane and cry all the way home and wen my mum asks me if ive been crying ill deny it. same old story, he always does this, i feel like an idiot for falling for it, but i cant stop myself.....im absolutely in love with him and i want to marry him. hahahha.funni, coz i got a pic of him the other nite and he is one ugly bastard. joannas words were "dont worry steph, at least u no i wont steal him from u!!" hahaha.anyway, im gna stop blabbing.
i miss everyone at home even tho im here in the same country as adam.
im looking at my fone just now, wish it would ring.
steph x
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| just to say bye bye |
[08 Apr 2005|06:11pm] |
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ok, i might actually pee my pants coz im soo excited about going away.........
i have been told that adam once again has eyebrows and that he seems less dickheadish. i don't even think ill see him out just coz i want to so much, but ill just have to wait and see.
so, goodbye G and other ppl who i like who read this (nobody really has my livejournal u see)and wish me luck with him!!! even tho u wudnt cum to my wedding, ha!!
oh no, i did a silly thing and put on a sad song, and now im so wierd...lol, wot if i dont see him and then wen i cum home ill be so upset.......butthen wot if i do see him and he is a dickhead to me and he fuks me about.......or wot if i do see him and he is amazing and then i miss him so much wen i get bak AS USUALL!! my mum is totally freaking out now because she thinks im going to run away with him or something wen im there and not come home and sit my highers..lol. well, maybe wen there finished ill move there for a bit.......DREAMLAND i know.
anyway, bye bye , ill miss u you bums!
xxx
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[07 Apr 2005|04:34pm] |
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ive had quite a good past few days.......
went to stirling for the day on tuesday just to do something completely different and interesting.....it was realy fun, and so sunny and everything, and i felt like i was in another country, it was cool.
went out for lunch to shawlands yeaterday and then went to meet G in hid house coz ive not seen him in billions of years........we headed into town with ross and all went for a shop. then ross left for work and me and G got the bus to his where he cooked my a really good burger (thanx G) then sum ppl went over to his and i thot it was time for my bed...........so, i left for home.......
im doing fuk all today and babysitting later (yeah...money!!) and then tomorw ill pak coz im GOING ON HOLIDAY tomorrow nite.... i am seriousoly so so excited, think most of us know why.
i will inform u of the events later............ill miss u all....well, those of u who i actually know enuf to miss....... (emma and joanna see u at palma airport in a few hours! u better remember to pik me up in the middle of the night!!!)
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emma's dad called my house the other day and basically made my parents come on holiday........so, im going on holiday, and my mum and dad will be there in our flat, meaning i wont hav to travel 40 minutes from emma's everytime i wanna go out!! (haha emma, cheap taxi's!!) so, i arrive on friday night, and on friday night we will be going out......ill just get ready on the plane....this will be funny.........................., but im so fuking happy!
il see u on friday emma......xxxx I love u
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| i want to go away today |
[02 Apr 2005|02:36pm] |
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i went out on thursday night to the art school after going out for dinner for ross's 21st...........was good, but i got drunk and felt ill yesterday.
i have been looking up flights for so long, but my passport didnt come through till yesterday and now there are no flights. i want to go away so so so so so so so so much. emma left this morning and joanna leaves on monday morning.....so, i wud have a choice of 2 houses!!! no, but seriously, i actually hate being here knowing that they are there and so is "he" and i could be there too if my parents would stop being ASSHOLES. i am gna hav a shitty holiday without my baby emma and the constant moaning about my fuking exams. all i want to do is move to majorca and become a famous wake boarder. ha..maybe not, but i would like to go. want to let me borrow some money so i can pay for the flights myself?
that wud be much appreciated......
steph (who is very sad and down at the moment)
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| whats happened and more |
[28 Mar 2005|04:13pm] |
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went to tunnel on thursday nite with loren, and bumped into G and amy and taylor...........was a good nite, got rather drunk and had lots of fun, until we had to pay 30 for a taxi home.
just kinda fukd about the next few days, didnt do much, stayed in and went to bed early on saturday nite just to be really boring.
then last nite (sunday) me and emma and joanna and leeann decided to go out at the last minute, which was fun...but coz i had no cash joanna had to pay for me!! scaffy, yes, but ill giv her it bak. we pretty much went everywhere and every single queue was massive, so we decided to go to Buff Club which ended up being fuking amazing. just sat about, danced abit to the old skool music and then went home in a really small car with about 500 people.
its now today xxxxxxx
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| the weekend |
[06 Mar 2005|05:42pm] |
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went to the art school on friday, which turned out to be a really good night....until i went home and decided to continue drinking to the point that i cudnt physically get into my bed......oops.
went into town on saturday with danny and G..met lotsa ppl and went to the beer hall for sum drinks. then i babysat last nite, and left my fone at the ppls house which is really fuking annoying.
anyway, today i am doing nuthin, just looking back and thinking...........
"HEHEHEHE"
i am pretty happy at the moment, hopefully my tuesday evening will be fun too.
(emma, i am happy, and u know it, your going to see it and think "wow"! haha, hope so.........
xxx
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| favourite songs right now |
[04 Mar 2005|07:52pm] |
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SUCH GREAT HEIGHTS - THE POSTAL SERVICE
i am thinking its a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss their perfectly aligned,
and i have to speculate that god himself did make us into corrisponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay,
and true it may seem like a strain but its thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you away when i am missing you to death,
when you are out there on the road for several weeks of shows and when you scan the radio i hope this song will guide you home.
they will see us waving from such great heights,
"come down now" they'll say"
but everything looks perfect from far away
"come down now"
but we'll stay
i tried my best to leave, this all on your machine but the persistant beat it sounded thin upon listening,
and that frankly will not fly, you will here the shrillest highs and lowest lows with the windows down when this guiding you home
they will see us waving from such great heights,
"come down now" they'll say"
but everything looks perfect from far away
"come down now"
but we'll stay
BRAND NEW COLONY - THE POSTAL SERVICE
i'll be the grapes fermented, bottled and
served with the table set in my finest suit
like a perfect gentleman
i'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the
ancient brick where you will sit and
contemplate your day
i'll be the waterwings that save you if you
start drowning in an open tab when your
judgement's on the brink
i'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
albums back as your lying there drifting off
to sleep...
i'll be the platform shoes and undo what
heredity's done to you: you won't have to
strain to look into my eyes
i'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped
straight to the throat with the collar up so
you won't catch cold
i want to take you far away from the cynics in this
town and kiss you on the mouth
we'll cut our bodies free from the tethers of
this scene, start a brand new colony
where everything will change, we'll give
ourselves new names (identities erased)
the sun will heat the ground under our bare
feet in this brand new colony
everything will change, ooo ooo...
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[03 Mar 2005|06:09pm] |
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i have never been so confused (well, in a really long time)
i literally have NO IDEA what to do
i hate this situation, but at the same time i fuking luv it.
can somebody please control me in future, because i clearly can't control myself.
i am a fool, and i don't realise it yet, but i will when ive made the wrong decision....coz lets face it, you never make the right one, you always want what uv not got.
steph xx
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| my weekend |
[27 Feb 2005|08:48pm] |
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back to school tomorow
"NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
but, oh well.
had a good weekend, just stayed in lorens on friday nite, sat about watched tv, blah blah
went into town on saturday with G to get his lip done, haha, u cant tok, well, u kinda can now, but its funnier to pretend u cant..luvvu asshole
then went out for dinner or saturday night, where me emma and loren got pretty wrecked, then went to gav's, which i thot wud be quiet and rlaxing, but NO. all i will say is i was wrong, and i hav bubble bath in my hair.
i had fun.....
xxxxx
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last night i planned to stay in and watch tv, but decided to go out for some drinks with G which was lovely......although that place jam in shawlands is a bit "posh" and thats cuming from a "posh bird". haha........
anyway, then i went home and left G to go out with his mates, and i watched life as we know it, which was soo good, cant wait till next week.
fell asleep straight after that really, and i had such a good sleep, i woke up about 20 minutes ago and it was one of those times when u get up and go tot he toilet and go bak to bed...then get up and brush ur teeth, then go back to bed...then go eat, then go back to bed.......wow, but now im actually up....coz i made my bed and im to neat to mess it up now.
so, good bye have a good day.......x
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i had such a good night last night!!
lynsey came to mine and we watched the OC and then went and got ready. lynsey looked hot in her TIGHT jeans with her TIGHT top..hahah...woo. em, i felt kinda gypsie with my flowy skirt and my cotton vest, but hey.
anywayz, we got into town and i realised my shoes were too big and i physically cudnt walk...so, i hobbbled to the club after attempting sum last minute pr. so, we got inside and started on the rounds straight away...i started on the millers, but that soon changed to vodka....CHEAP! so, we went and sat next to greg and all his friends, gav etc......and i looked at the other table and there is a beautiful long haired boy....basically we started toking wen gav went away at one point, but wen he came back, he was ANGRY. so, somehow i gave this other guy my number and left. me greg gav katie and lynsey got a taxi to the mayflower where we had a proper meal at haf 4 in the morning...but wiat for it, guess who is in there too...yeah, hot boy. so, gavin is raging now, and then i start recieving mystery txts .. hahaha.... from.........well, i sed my mum obviously. so then we all went home and lynsey woke up with food poisening and was sick. yuk.
now its today and i have my chemsitry prelim tomorow, and im hungover.
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in the liberteens "cant stand me now" listen to the first verse , the best line
"the world kicked back, alot fuking harder now"
sexy voice.....my oh my.
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hello..why is maths so hard?
i have my prelim tomorow and i cant do it, it is impossible, hahahaha, i cant even pass a past paper that ive alredy done.
anyway....stayed at emma's with loren last nite, was fun, we watched napoleon dynamite and finding nemo, oh, that fish is so cute.
the day before that, which was friday, i literally watched tv ALL DAY . first i watched::
1.mean girls, which is fuking great, i dont care wot u say . "that's why her hair is so big.....its full of secrets" waw, i luv it, i had to say it!
2.wicker park, very intense......quite good, yeah, sad ending, but happy sad....yes, i cried.
3.the stepford wives, yeah, dont really understand it coz SOMEONE wudnt stop talking during it and i was getting so PISSED OFF although i tried to hold it in at the time. DONT EVER FUCKING TALK WHEN UR WATCHING A FILM WITH ME AGAIN.
so, now, i want to get the is exam out the way..then i have chemistry, and after that i hav nothing!!! till the real highers, oh well.
anyway, im away to look up flights to majorca for easter... CANT WAIT!
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| its quite early |
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loren and emma left mine this morning. they both just sat in at mine last nite and we watched so much good tv, and got out that amazing german film "big girls dont cry"..sounds pretty bad, but its really good actually. anyway, wot else? think today is going to be really boring, just going to sit in and probably do some studying.....its thursday, hmmm, wud quite like to go out tonight, but i have about £6 to do me the rest of the month, so, i dont see that happening.
oh yeah, i had the best dream ever last night. i was in this big scry house, but it had so many people i know in it, like all these people from majorca (yes..we know) and some people from school. anyway, we all had to walk about on the furniture and ledges to get places coz u cudnt wlk on the floor.... it sounds pretty dull, but it was so fun, and it made me in the deepest sleep ever coz i didnt even hear lorens fone go about 3 thousand times like emma did. or i think she did, maybe that was a dream too..now that would be scary?
steph xxx
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